Thursday, November 24, 2005

"Ang sarap gumising sa umaga..."



"Ang sarap gumising sa umaga,

kapag alam mong may girlfriend kang alam mong mahal na mahal ka,

and at the same time mahal na mahal mo rin,

WALA LANG"

-from our conversation last night

Mahal kong Bam,

Thanks for the ramen MEN! hehe.. nashock talga ako.. thank you so much bby ko.. i feel so special tuloy (humahaba na ang hair ko)and thanks talga.. heheh.. dapat magjojogging tayu kaninang 8am kaya lang im tired e.. pinagod mo ako kahapon after kita lutuan ng fetuccine (winkwink) hehhee.. naubos ang aking powers.. kaya nde ako nakabangon.. wala lang.. today is thanksgiving.. and i can't wait to be with you today.. yey.. gusto tuloy kita ihug...

Sana matuloy mga plans natin sa future noh.. at i cant wait to get back from the phils hehehe.. parang tanga nde pa umaalis namimiss ka na e noh.. hahaha.. pero totoo nga bby ko.. Ang sarap gumising sa umaga, kapag alam mong may girlfriend kang alam mong mahal na mahal ka,and at the same time mahal na mahal mo rin, WALA LANG.

O cge, una na ako mwah.

Bi :p

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

happy 2nd month mmmwah :@


peterpan came 1nyt

& invytd me 2 nvrlnd

wer i can nver grw old..

i was bwt 2 go

but i refusd..

knw y?

coz i thot of sumthn betr 2 do…

& dats 2 grow old..

wid u..


isesend ko sana eto sayo through text kaya lang for the past hour ive been talking to you... dahil ang aking phone ay mejo vintage hehe.. i can't text while talking to you on the phone.. kaya dto nalang.. haaaapppy secccooonddd. mmmmwaaaahhhh i love you bby ko.. i love you sooo much... i can't wait to see you later.. to hug, to hold you and to kiss you... im so glad at 2 months na tayo.. hehhe.. o cge akoy mauuna na baka mahalata mo e... cge byeeee...

Sunday, November 20, 2005

just came from sta. barbara (",)

Mahal kong Bam,

You know what? I truly missed you when we were down south.. i wished you were there with me.. but all is good right now.. cuz all i needed was to be with you.. kaya nga i went straight to your house after i ate dinner.. excited nga ako to give you your pasalubong e hehe.. yung pringles, fruit punch at yung parang gummi bears na minute made hehhee.. :p jk.. i got you kanina noh? hehhe.. i though id surprise you kaya lng i know lam mo na.. so gumawa nalang ako ng paraan para masurprise ka hehe...

i am watching "what dreams may come" sa amc.. yung kay robin williams.. we should watch this if you haven't watched this.. i so love this movie.. tungkol sa love eto e.. kaya i bet youll love this.. well my point is.. hehe.. what dreams may come.. i dont truly understand this.. pero all i know is when you came into my life.. all my dreams became a reality.. i can't believe that everything ive asked for the qualities, characteristics, attitude, etc. for that someone to love me and i will love.. exists in you.. you are the reason why i just stare and stop in the middle of doing something just thinking how lucky i am to have you in my life.. i am so in love with you.. and I believe in my heart you are so in love with me too...
grabe.. feeling ko lang maging mushy.. kasi i haven't seen you in days and finally ive seen you again.. i missed you so much...

bby ko lapit na tayo mag second month.. cant wait bby ko.. mwah love you much

bart

Sunday, November 13, 2005

deep.


So many days have passed by
and each day,
i am falling for you even deeper.


Mahal kong Bam,

Hi baby ko.. lamo kausap kita ngayon sa phone while you are reading your chem book.. kaya kunwari im typing school work or something... hehhe.. secret eto e :p .. kanina we went jogging and i just felt that I had to write down what I felt inside.. nde iniisip mo siguro yung vulgar na ginawa natin sa picnic table hehehe.. make out blues pa rin tayo e hehehe.. nde actually kagabi eto when I got really mad with the guy who disrespected you.. I felt like protecting and through that parang lumabas lalo yung pagamamahal ko sayo na someone stupid would disrespect the only person that I care, respect and love the most.. kaya pasensya na if i looked really mad and i wanted kick the guy in the chest.. para matutu na sa karamiraming babae na babastusin mu girlfriend ko pa gaga ganunin mo.. talgang i felt like i was going to explode kagabi.. kasi i was really pissed off... hayun wala lang..

Lamo totoo nga...So many days have passed by and each day, i am falling for you even deeper. I am so in love with you I am having a hard time explaining it here and to myself.. I guess ganon lang talga... kapag totoo.. o cge.. kausapin na kita.. baka mahalata mo na e hehehe.. love you misis ko mwah..

BaRt (mister mo hehe)

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

i miss you baby ko.. joke time eto e!

Mahal kong Bam,

When i saw you kanina you looked so pretty with your green top and scarf at namiss lang talga kita.. ang ganda ganda talga ng baby ko... .. we were excited with our schedules.. grabe (with chavacano accent wehehe)... it just proves excited na tayo makita yung isat isa next sem.. ang kulet noh? nde masmakulet lamo kung ano? sa sobrang pagkanta mo ng.. /me sings: I just called to say, I love you, and i mean it from the bottom of my heart... hahahhaa.. i love you talga baby ko.. you make me laugh too that's what i love about you too. alalang hehe.. thanks nga pala for making me libre sa sizzler.. kahit na lam ko sayang yung all you can eat kasi clam chowder lang kinain bwahahha.. at you really made me laugh kanina sa echegaray ikaw talga ang corny corny mo hehehe.. in fairness.. mabenta sayo ang melon, mais, gulaman, talong.. heheh.. knock knock na ito e.. o cge its 12:33 in the morning.. ill see you later i love you mwah

BART ni bam
(hahaha.. parang sila mike ni diane bwahahah) lalang :p

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

lemee try to do freestyle poetry

umm.. i cant sleep.. ur sleeping..
so tonight i try this thing... improv poetry

i love you
and you love me
our love overflows
with the water
that gently soothes my soul

i wanna be with you
today
tomorrow
and even the day
after forever

so that i can hear your voice
and brighten up my day
through and through
lifting me up
even if i had a bad day

truth is,
i feel you everywhere i go
i see every part of
you in the beauty of the world
as i remember staring at your face
just this morning

tonight when you close your eyes
the entire world will sleep
and it will stay that way
until they see the first glimpse
of your magnificent eyes

when everything will live once again.

and I am just here
still mesmerized on how lucky
as to have you in my life

and....

hahaha.. sleepy naku.. cliffhanger men sobra.. yawn

goodnight... mwah love you mwah mwahmwahmwah